Im sitting here crying like a fool. sigh. I should not watch emergancy vets on the animal planet. They had a kitten come in who's intestines were hanging out.. he was a new born. the owners agreed to pay for the surgery to put him back together, and he came through the surgery well and they sent him home, but the mother rejected him and he died the next day. *sob*

I had some minor surgery today. a mole I have had in my right arm pit since I can possibly remember has finally been removed. Thankgoodness.. It was next to impossible to shave well under there with out fear of lopping it off. I almost did once.. when I first started shaving. I asked the doc about it today.. and she said she could remove it, and she did. yahooie.. of course now I have to live with this bandaid in my armpit for a while.. hopefully deoderant wont affect it too much.

Last year in may some time I mentioned that the leaves had finally come out. Every year there is one day.. the day it rains, then the sun comes out and the world bursts in greenness. This year it didn't really happen. we had day after day after day of rain. Eventually the sun came out, and there was greenness.. but it had been around so long, but just wet, that it didn't 'pop' like it normally does.

For those of you who haven't figured it out, I have a new job. I haven't really told anyone.. Wasn't sure I was going to keep it, didn't want to announce a new job to the world then announce that I quit a few days or weeks later. The job started out as the job from hell. literally and figuratively. it was absolutely awful. there was no training.. basically watch then go fend for yourself. I hate starting a new job. I HATE the learning curve. and not having any help made it worse. I cried on the way home after the first day. some how I went back. it was better after the first week, and better after the second.. and so on and so on.. Im on week four now.. Im still not sure I want to be working, but the money is nice, and will help with the house rennovations.

where am I working? the local vet clinic.. :) yup. sadly its not a hug animals all day kind of job, but its free or at cost care for my kitties, which is important..