prop your legs up and scooch down

Oh the horrors of an annual. I suppose in the great scheem of things, its no the worst thing I have to put up with, but it is pretty undignified. Worse yet was my dr had a student watching. A young pimply faced boy. I didn't mind that he was there, I just couldn't watch him watch. Except for being over my ideal weight - both from a dream standpoint and a medical standpoint - which differs by about 20 to 30 lbs, Im pretty darn healthy. I had her remove a skin tag from behind my left knee. Some how I think that was more undignified than putting my legs up in stirups. I do know what I need to do to loose weight, Ive done it in the past, but its just so darn hard, especially when you get two lemon cakes :). The women I work with were so sweet and threw me a surprise get together. One of them cooks very well, and made me a very yummy lemon cake. I got home to my husband finishing up another one. arrgh. I shouldn't complain. I just need to seriously start working out again. Maybe I'll make that a thing... I can't eat lemon cake if Im not doing some sort of exercise while I eat it :D

Work is bugging the living crap out of me. I work for a new company with in an established one. aka an established mom and pop type business whith six stores, went out and purchased the rights to a franchise for their new store. Its a great concept, and if we were allowed to run it, it would be a whole heck of a lot less frustrating than it is. This new store has a whole different computer system, and the people in the main offices have no idea how to run it, and they refuse to give up control over certain areas, but then they have no idea how to DO these certain things. arrrgh. The owner is a great guy, who appears to want us to have our own control, but his corp staff wont let us... cause "that is not the way things are done". I could scream. Id quit, but I really like the women I work with in the office. I mean they threw me a shindig.. with gifts and cake and balloons. How awesome is that? Ive never been a bury my head in the sand kinda girl. But that is the only way I can get through a day of work with out being so frustrated I want to scream. oh well.

Im also thinking of buying a new car. I bought one six months ago, and Im not happy with it. Seems like such a waste to buy one after only six months, but why should I waste my time not being happy with my car? I have to spend a whole heck of a lot of time in it lately. I want to go back to a convertable. I know I know, its silly. red hair blue eyes, two minutes in the sun and Im toast, but its fun, and I like them. The flip top is very convenient to put big things in the back seat.. which Ive done from time to time in my past two.

well Im cold and Im tired, I think I'll go back to bed for a while.

give me courage

Its time for my annual exam. In fact if I don't go in the next few minutes Im going to be late for it. I hate it. I put up with it, its not painful or anything, I just don't like going to the doctor. They almost never tell you anything good (except last year when they tested my colesteral and that was very good)

arrrgh


More later I guess