my husband is an idiot

the man can't keep track of money to save his life; I should know, I've threatened his life enough times.

so many times I've bailed him out of his financial hole.. I'm sick of it.. sick and friggen tired of it. Last time I did it *I* almost went into a hole bouncing several checks on two different accounts! (fortunately the bank heard my sob story and reversed the charges)

this time he needs $3,300 to get "comfortable" he SWEARS this time is different. yea.. cause you paid me back from the thousands of dollars I already lent you..

*rolls eyes*

he swears this time is different, and will not spend ANY money this month outside of the bills.. I'll believe that when I see it. Gonna have to keep on him like... well I'm just going to have to keep on him, because I'll be damned if I'm going to be having this conversation every six months till I'm 80! (and yes, we've been having it practically every six months since we got married 18 years ago)

ow.. ow ow ow

Well what a way to end the year. But then again, I bet if I go back through out the ages, you'll find each of my end years sucked.. they always seem to.

This year I was going to hide out, watch tv, surf the net, play with kittens.. well instead I'm suffering through some horrid stomach pains.. reminds me of those I used to get when I flew..

they come and go.. fortunately - or unfortunately as you might want to look at it. I might be able to get used to a steady pain. They seem to be getting worse too. Eating a cookie didn't help it.. nor did eating some low fat cheese and deli meat (turkey)

Sigh.

Merry 2008-2009

dreams & Christmas

well once again I'm sitting here wishing I could remember all the dreams I had recently.. cause they were kinda interesting.

One I do remember was I was in a classroom - I'm thinking highschoolish - the teacher, thinking he was being obnoxiously clever, put up a drawing of an animal with some really weird and obscure name that couldn't possibly be spelt the way it was prounounced and asked us to spell it.

I knew I never could, so I started browsing through a flip chart of some sort that I had. Well I found the photo, and the spelling, so I said I could do it, and went up and started writing it on the chalk board. Well the teacher decided to change the rules so I would be wrong.

Oddly enough, it feels very much like the story of my life :)

anyway.

Christmas was interesting. DH got me things I don't want / don't need. He got me a GPS for goodness sakes. Now don't get me wrong, I love the things, but *I do not drive anywhere* I go back and forth to work and occasionally up to the mall. I think in the two years since he's had his, I've borrowed it twice.

he got me two different electronic photo frames.. one for my desk and one for my key ring. *shrug* I love my kitties and all, but I do not want to be known as the crazy cat lady..

he got me another set of 1000 tc sheets too. Nice and all, but he doesn't like the sheets we do have (1200 tc) so why would he buy another set?? a nice expensive set of flannels might have been a better choice.. but alas, since I don't even know what I want, how can I expect him to come up with *the perfect gift*

Every year I swear I'm going to start a wish list.. I think this will be the year..

I gained a few pounds for Christmas. Up to 194. So I'm on my diet again, and I'm so very hungry. actually I don't believe for a second my stomach is asking for food. I know it is my brain but it FEELS like my stomach.. friggen annoying.

My boss is closing up shop early today.. which is good - as it is DEAD here.. I think I'll go home and work out again..