another dream

I dreamed I bought a new farm type house. I dream a lot about big old complicated houses with lots of rooms off rooms. This one was nice though, not all that complicated. I had just finished moving in, and I decided to write a letter to my friend Sandy. I pulled out a pad of large postit notes, I have lime green ones that are lined like stationary, and I started writing on that. I have no idea what I was actually writing, but I was so impressed with how pretty my handwriting was - as in real life my handwritting is pretty 'male'. I know I started out writing pretty large, capital letters taking up two lines, and lower case taking up the full line. as I kept writing, I started to fit it all in one line.

I guess I heard a noise outside, because I abandoned the letter and went out towards the building in the back. I saw a small guy dressed in black. One thing led to another, and I was in some weird light saber fight with him. He ran into the back building, and by the time I got in there I had captured him and he was in a collar and leash. But yet, still he ran upstairs. The building was rather large and empty with a staircase in the middle. On the second floor, in the collar and leash, he tried to fight again with the light saber, but he was no match for me. We did end up on the third floor, which had some semblance of a home life. There were comfy chairs and a TV. The TV was on. I didn't want to be here, I wanted to get this guy back to ... somewhere. So I turned to leave, and asked Kit (my cat) to turn off the TV. Kit ignored me (as cat's should) but Fleurp (My other cat) ran up to the tv and swatted at the power button with her paw.

which I thought was so cute it woke me up.

ok, let the dream analazis begin :)

in the handbasket

Well now this is odd.

Friday night we went on a road trip. I tried to play my DS on the way down, but got pretty car sick. I stopped and took a small nap and felt only slightly off while we were shopping. On the ride home I once again got a little sick (I was playing my DS while we were filling up the gas tank and didn't realize he had started driving)

Saturday I was off all day.

Sunday I felt a little better..

Tuesday while sitting quietly at my desk, a muscle in my shoulder/neck started screaming at me. even when I sat very still it throbbed. I did do some light muscle resistance exercises that morning, but I can't imagine that really had anything to do with this.

Now I sit here on wednesday nautious, my eyes are out of sort, and my shoulder still hurts. what the heck is going on??

to top it off my weight is now up to 197.. I am just going to cry.

seriously?

A tip from a woman's magazine.. for better lips

Soten your Pout: coat lips with petroleum jelly, then cover mouth with plastic wrap. After five minutes remove wrap and scrub your lips with a soft tooth brush.

what? put plastic wrap on your mouth? how? are you supposed to wrap your whole head? the mental images of trying to do that just get my eyes rolling in my head..

sick of being with myself

really, I'm not the best company for myself most days. that dark part of my brain tells me things (ok seriously, I don't "Hear VoiCEs" but if you suffer from dark days, you know what I mean) and when there isn't my DH to counter them, I'm stuck listening to how much I suck.

and seriously, taking care of myself is a freakin lot of work. It really is my DH's fault for spoiling me so.. and when he gets annoyed with me I remind him that it really is his own fault, and he does fess up he actually enjoys taking care of me. (yes, I guess I am high maintenance) and it doesn't help that I've been fighting a killer headache all week.

also doesn't help that DH was ill before he went away on his little yearly ski trip, so it wasn't like I could push him to make sure certain things were taken care of before he left.

so I've had to take care of me (remember this is a LOT of work) and my kitties (all seven of them) and my foster kitties (two of those, one with health issues) and the rabbit. I'm exhausted.

doesn't help that I've been waking up in the middle of the night either. One night I forgot to set the sleep timer on the TV. the next I had a dream that some guy was screaming as if he was falling off a multiple story building (there are only single story buildings around me, but I still looked) I was dreaming of walden farm caramel dip before hand, so it really didn't fit in.

and to top it off, my co-workers are taking clear advantage of the fact my boss is out of the office this week (that in and of itself is enough to give me a headache) and I'm not sure if I should tell her. We are really laid back here, and honestly, it didn't matter, but to me it is the principle of the thing (and yes, I say that as I sit here blogging at work.. pot, kettle, black but hey at least I'm in the damn building and am able to be doing my job)

and then it snowed.. ugh.. i hate snow.

I really really want to run from the building screaming..

sigh

guess I'll just keep surfing the net till it is time to go home.

Speaking of surfing the net. I went to msnbc this afternoon, and goodness all the news was HORRIBLY depressing.. death, destruction, maiming.. so I googled happy news, and yes, there is a website called happynews.com I wasn't impressed. but I was impressed that there is such a place.

Guess I'll play another game of spider solitaire

More stupid quizes

I haven't done any stupid quizes since I started up this blog. I used to do them for amusement. this one made me giggle, so here is my results.

25

and then I was asked to take another, and here are those results.. Sometimes I just love stupid quizes
60%