3.09.2009

dreams

Last night I had a dream that my husband and I were staying in a hotel / shelter. It was a first come first serve kind of place. pretty much flopping in a room in a house, making due with what you have. The first night we had two single beds. He came over and we started having s_x. I actually had an org_sm, which woke me up, but not enough to startle me out of the dream, because then I was back at the hotel, but alone this time. I was the last one in, and I had a room all to my self. Another group showed up, and they wanted me to switch with them. when I realized that switching with them meant I would have to sleep outside in the cold (and it was really freezing cold) I said no. I felt mean because I had the whole room to myself, but I got there in time and they didn't and I didn't want to freeze. I was all alone in this room when someone came up to me and started messing around with me, which kinda creeped me out and I woke up.


I had dreams the other night too, that I really wanted to remember in full detail, but forgot to blog about. The first one I was in a very large ornate old hotel. I was part of a group, and there was some upheaval and searching for someone else. not sure if I was part of the group searching for the bad guy, or searching for someone lost from our group. I ended up going out of the hotel onto the grounds, and noticed that we were backed up to a river. the river formed a perfect T intersection, like a road. looking closer at the river, it had a pool lining. I ended up in the water swimming and searching. I remember diving under and swimming underwater for a good length. I remembered the feel of the water, and the feel of bursting through the water coming up for air. which woke me up.

My next dream I was searching through the desert. High plains and dusty dirt roads led to an open stadium type area with bleachers carved out of the ground. People sat in the bleachers, looking out over... ??? no idea what they were watching. I felt uncomfortable just sitting there out in the open, so I moved through the people to the middle isle and walked up to the top of the hill (?) and walked towards the cliff. Off the cliff was (completely out of place) a very large lake that was quite lush with green trees and soft looking beaches. I very much wanted to get to the water, which woke me up.

Found it interesting I would have two dreams that were about searching that ended up at water. Not quite sure what it means.